Its friday!!

ITS FRIDAY!!!! Im sooo glad that i get to go home and sleep in tomorrow. I have a friend that is comeing over tonight, he came over lastnight and that was the first time that i have ever meet him. He is really cute and really respectful, he understands you even when you dont understand what your even talking about. Im just glad that i have the chance to actually move on and understand that JJ isnt the only guy in the world thats going to be there for me. This guys name is James, and he is a hole lot better then JJ could ever be and i just hope that he doesnt end up being just like JJ.

Whats up

Im doing a little bit better today, got in a pretty big fight with my mom yesterday but other then that im good. Today i didnt deal with peoples drama and the crap that they wanted to start with the other people. Im kinda glade that sertane people didnt come to school because i got to do my own thing with out worring if they are goin to get mad or start stuff with me or anyone else.

bothering me

I know something that i really dont wonna know, but i promised that i wouldnt tell anyone about it. I cant have........ get mad at me, if i told they would know it was me. I love....... way to much to seat here and take this resk and lose......!! How did i get my self into something like this, i should have listened when they told me that i wouldnt wonna know, that i would get mad or upset. I really dont know how i feel at this point, I think that i am really just covused and dont wonna hurt anyone anymore. It scares me every day that i could lose...... and that something bad will happen. How do i just make all this better, do i just let it go and act like i dont know wats goin on or say something?

Smile

I am doin a lot better today then i have been doing. Me and "a friend" got into it this morning but i finally got him to seat down and talk to me. We both have figured out what we need to do and how the fighting between us could stop. At first i really thought he was going to say that we cant be "friends" any more, but he actually said that we will have to work together on this. To start trusty eachother and not being scared if something bad is goin to happen, being able to get attacted again with out worring if the other is goin to run for it.

Alsome

My day has been pretty good, it could be alot better but im okay with this one.

How its goin

Im doing some what better today, still wish that some people would leave me alone. Other then that im doin a lot better.

Wats new today

Sooo, life really sucks. I really dont know wat i should do about ?????, i like him but he doesnt understand that i just want to left alone about some things. Y cant people be more understandable and listen to u want and how u really feel.

How im feeling

Im doing okay, im about to go crazy. Im trying to not let some of the things thats going on get to me sooo much.